i just wanna be pure

havent blogged over the weekend. finally got some time today cause i dont work mondays. i was gonna blog in the library but the interweb was not working =[ classes were fine today. in psych we watched a 2020 special from like 20 years ago and they showed a boy with epilepsy get brain surgery. its crazy because they had to keep the kid awake to run tests on his brain. one test they did, the doctors made him count and when they touched a certain part of his brain that effected his counting, the kid just blurted out a noise instead of counting to the next number, it was insane. and with a little vacuum tube, they literally sucked out the section of his brain where the epilepsy braincells were. it was gross but really interesting. and they showed the kid like years later and he was pretty much seizure free. rediculous.

because of the combination of my lack of physical activity and eating horrible as of late (holidays, superbowl) im doing this 3 day diet/cleansing kinda thing that i used to do. its rough but i know it works. for 9 meals (3 days) you eat a certain portion of a certain food for every meal. for example, today my breakfast was a piece of toast with peanut butter, a half of a grapefruit, and a cup of green tea. eating a grapefruit is disgusting btw. for lunch was another piece of toast, a can of tuna fish and a black coffee to drink. i hate coffee, that was torture. and for dinner i was "treated" with two measly pieces of chicken, string beans, beets, and an apple. i actually like beets, contrary to popular opinion. im waiting to have my half cup of vanilla ice cream thats for dessert haha. i guess you need a tiny bit of saturated fat in this diet, and the ice cream compensates lol. its sad that the one thing i look forward to today is the stupid cup of ice cream.

this weekend was a good one overall. friday me andre and johnson hit up a hofstra party at johns friends house off campus. it was pretty nuts. it got far too crowded so we left and hung out with some of johns friends from his greece trip. saturday was real fun, after being kicked out the dancer house party, me johnson andre ricky lo and diego went to another dancers house to hang and drink some more lefty beers. the acoustic guitar came out and next thing i knew i was playing it and we had a tc sing along. give me alcohol and any shyness i have about singing and playing the guitar in front of people goes away. its funny. then sunday was nates superbowl party. was lots of fun. im glad the hosts favorite team won. he was jumpin around, almost falling through the roof. i commend whoever brought the peanut butter chex bowl thing. i was all over those.

me and erica had a nice talk in astoria park before the game. we were on the water right next to the triborough bridge. we saw the sunset over manhattan, it was pretty sick. we talked about our lives and our futures and the summer and what the hell we are gonna do when all our friends leave us lol. i love our talks, theyre so comforting.

glad it was an eventful weekend. looking foward to a lot of things this month, and this spring.

i'll be back reporting on the diet tomorrow, hopefully i dont starve to death.